21.O6.11 so...what ya tellin me, right now, is that i'm catching flack because i'm black? because my hair curls a bit more than yours? & because i live at the wrong address? ya tellin me that despite my college degree, my eloquence, & my professional dress, the fact that i am damn near perfect for this job & all the criteria the criteria i've met you've looked past all that & straight at my skin color. stereotyping whe i've risen above every stereotype you can thow my way: i can read & i have a high school diploma NOT a GED: i didn't drop out, i stuck it out and graduate at the top of my class but still you've looked past the fact that i've attended institutions of tertiary education here & abroad & i've chosen to come back home to find a job but yet you refuse to give me one because my hair's locked and you're looking upon me with dread but still i am unable to wrap my head around this because, right now, ya tellin me that i can't have this job because of your close-mindedness & inability to look past what you see on the outside of me because if you cut my palm, i'll bled erd & if you sliced me open, you'll see a heart that beats the same as yours a brain that thinks, but not like yours because i have the ability to look at you and refrain from judging or stereotyping but you're making it hard for me not to because you're telling me that i can't have this job because of my outward appearance & ya tellin me that another person of my race can't work here because her hips are too thick? or because his nose is too wide? forget a job description just let us know that if we're not blonde haired & blue eyed we need not apply. i can't believe that this is what ya telling me... |
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