it's been a month since i've been with you
but so much longer it's been that
i've felt close to you
i've been lost in a desert
this love for you so vast
that i couldn't find you
nor could i find myself.
&nd now i'm alone.
far away from the disappointment of our love.
i can't say that i miss it
i can't say that i miss you
repeated hurt breeds hatred
&nd i was growing to hate you
a fire that you continued to fuel
a fire that slowly, slowly burned away my devotion to you
i was a fool for you.
fool i am no longer
i stood by you while you fell in love
while you had your heart broken
i mended it
leaving mines for later
i am not fool enough to allow you to crush me over and over.
i'm letting go.
i'm moving on.