"i hate gettin text messages from you
it's like you know the perfect shit to say
fucks with my whole day
thought that all these feelings went away..."

it's not the fact that you know just what to say
(which you don't)
it's just the fact that you're in contact with me at all
the thought of you has begun to turn my stomach
i can't stomach the thought of you
of what we used to be
it doesn't down me
it doesn't depress me
it just upsets me to no end
that i let you walk over me so often
i was like an old dirt road that was traveled with constant frequency
the amount of times you used me.
you broke me too many times for my health
it wasn't good for my psyche
&nd your practiced ignorance
worsened my condition
why stay with someone who pays no attention to blatant statements of unhappiness
i craved you
i craved you
i craved you
&nd you ignored me
i masked my want with a want that i knew would reach you easier
&nd you ignored me
i began to drown in this warped relationships.

you hurt me.
why would i come back?
i've changed.
i won't chase anyone that doesn't want me.
i don't want these emotions.
i can't deal.
you hurt me.
too many times.
why would i come back?
you shot me in the heart
&nd you left me to bleed what i feel for you out on the pavement.
&nd i've bled out all my love for you.
i've let go.
why would i backtrack?