empty
without emotion
emotionless
maybe a little gratitude
because
you granted me a wish
released the pressure from my chest
when you walked out of my life forever
and i've been granted the numb
i've been searching for for the past year
the fuck you was anesthetic
i hope you die gave me another dose of morphine
and all the bullshit you fed me
made me so high
i laughed at your
"i'm sorry"
what a turn around
i'm guessing i hit that rehab stage
came out and got addicted to something stronger:
indifference
nonchalance
i don't care.
the opposite of love.
the opposite of hate.
because i've loved
i've hated you
i've loved and hated you at the same time
none of the above did me any good
i care for you but
i can't really say that i give a fuck
kidd, you fucked up
big time
and you know it, so what more can i say?