11.O2.1O.. *love is the splinter in my eye that i can't quite remove don't really wanna remove because without its pain, where would i be? i don't want to be free from this discomfort this extension of me that brings tears to my eyes as i cry, cry, cry rivers, lakes, oceans that can't quite separate you from me, me from you because i will never let that happen despite what they want me to do so stupid to them i may seem, imbecilic but happy has become a major part of this regime i call my life with you in it and this splinter is the rain before my rainbow the sad that helps me appreciate my happy they want me to let go *but i choose love every time no matter all the bullshit i go through the ridicule i face no matter the emptiness i feel when i've been locked off from the outside world from you but chain and cage can never deter me because eventually i will be released again my love for you even stronger much to their dismay because this love won't falter won't give up won't give in *& i love when love pulls me through these tears with a smile on my face with an unshakable strength that keeps me holding on to you being with you caught up in you even thought they call me stupid, naive, dumb a 28 year old and an 18 year old why can't she see that she's one thing to him, nothing more? but i know that i am one that he adores. *so if love is a splinter, i don't want it gone let it impair my sight because there is no way i'm letting go i don't need these eyes to see you because i didn't fall in love with you by sight. love isn't and will never be a splinter in my heart. |
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