Am I supposed to devote myself to you
When you have offered me no commitment
Yes, I love you
But who is the first one to tell me that we are not in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship?
Am I to stop living
And put all my friends and activities on hold
Because of you?
How does this work?
Please inform me.
Because I've asked for a rulebook from jump
And I've not received
Rules nor guidelines...
Not a single one except for that single line
Which brings back to mind
How unofficial we are...
How removable I am...
I don't understand how you are to get every single priviledge of a relationship
I just don't get it!

Don't tell me that this is a "friendship"
Because it goes way beyond that
We've never been just friends
Can you help me to see into your brain
Help me to understand why I must give 110%
When you only give 25?
Why I am deserving of your attitude when I barely give you one despite alla the shit you do?
And you ask what's wrong with me
Why am I changing
When I'm just trying to steel myself to deal with alla the shit you will constantly put me through...

Or are we "not like that"?
Remember you're not my man...