a storm crosses his eyes
as rain falls from mine
i cry the tears
he refuses to cry
i understand
i sigh
he's a warrior
and warriors don't cry
so i weep for him
for warrior, i am not
he's my warrior
even though it seems
as if i'm his slut
free crotch
easy enough
to slide up in
break
and run.
but i love him
so i let him
and weep for both of us
cause he doesn't cry
warriors don't
and i am not.
i'm cowardly
let him speak to me
degrade me
hurt me nonstop
but i love him
so i let him
and i weep for both of us.

i embody this hurt
take it
deal with it
because i can't breathe
without him
because i love him
i let him hurt me
and i weep for both of us.

she demolished him
so he hurts me
trust?
he has none,
and he doubts me.
says he loves me,
fails to show me.
but i love him.
he has me and i let him.
so i weep for both of us.