13.O7.O9

And if time doesn't heal this
I'll take the blame
Due to the fact
That I'm guilty of stupidity and naivety
Because I gave in and fell too easily

I'm at fault
Because I chose to believe
The sweet words he whispered in my ear
Caught up in the 'You're beautiful's
The 'I'm falling for you's
The 'You touch me like no other's

I fell for sweet nothings
And empty promises.
How stupid am I?

Stupid enough
To miss you, still.
Dense enough
To continually let you know
That I wished you were beside me
Despite the fact that you made it so clear
What you wanted when you constantly stated
That you wanted to be inside me.

Which sparks a self-interrogation
That brings to the surface my fears
Which induce tears
Because even though I wanna hate you enough to let go
I can't
And I miss you even more.

Along with the fact that you have a girl that you adore
The one with that good gushy pussy
That don't quite keep you satisfied
And you prowl the streets looking for more.

How can I be sure
That the fate that has befallen her
Won't befall me?