19.O5.O9

when will i be able to let go of this?
it's like even when a new one comes along
i can't help but reminisce
on the good
forget the bad
i could care less about the horrible experiences we've had
because i want this more than i've ever wanted anything before
and he made it even harder to elt go when he promised me more
hurt my heart? yes he did
but he knows that i'm more than willing to forgive
it seems as if he has found a way
to use this against me
and this whole thing has been so lengthy
making it harder for me to move on
and i don't know about him
but these feelings i have will never be gone...