i look at him
and ask myself
"where did we go so wrong?"

possibly, when i decided that
maybe, just maybe
he was different
or when
i thought that i could change you
something i can NEVER do...

maybe even when i thought
you wanted me for more than
just one thing...

but who knows?
and i'll NEVER find out
cuz we don't speak
we avoid
we ignore
we refuse to acknowledge one another
and i refuse to continue this CYCLE....
so we may NEVER speak again...

it's a new year
i'll forget about you
and what i thought
you might've been...

i know you'll NEVER measure
up to my dreams...