i've sat and thought
and contemplated
and waited
all to no avail.

my time has been wasted
once again
on worthless
but i have no regrets

cuz it felt good
and i actually thought
it could be more
hmph...what was i thinking?

and i can sit here
and laugh now
cuz i kno he is
nothing at all to me now...

and i realize
that he doesn't mean a
thing to me anymore...



=D





see...
i used to be engaged to the pain
now i'm married to the hurt
time didn't heal me
and i wish for a life that's easy


and i sit here and үәаяи
for those stories Mommy would read me
as i drift off to sleep
to dяеам of hoNey bEE$
and рεяғεст ℓоνε ѕтояιеѕ
that will BUЯY me further
in my [NAIVETY]

and i'd let those little legends from childhood
dӘСІӘVӘ me a little bit more
as i try to ιgηοπε
my Яεαℓιτү
and норе for someone to сомε ѕαυε мε...

and i wish once more to be a little girl
that just wants a *[ҒAIЯҮ TALӘ]*...