yOU can'T bLamE heR foR ru$hinG**

i wrote this a little while back...but i really like it!

Kiandra Kesi Sabree

She hates being rushed
But always seems to be in a rush
Maybe it's because
Time gets away too quickly

6 months
have passed in a
heartbeat
That's 152 days
Of her life gone
Can't be replaced
Nor recovered
Can only be remembered

That's 3,648 hours
Too many of them spent feeling
Angry
Mad
Upset
Incomplete
Confused
and
Crying

Not enough of them spent
Smiling
Happy
Content
Laughing

Maybe she rushes
Because time stands still
For no
Man
Woman
Child
Being
And here comes the rush
Graduation
Colleges
Another Graduation
and then...
LIFE...
Alone...
Providing for herself
Leaving her home...

Maybe she rushes
Because she's afraid
That if she stands still for too long
She'll fall apart
Not physically
But
Mentally
Emotionally
Keeping still allows her too much time to
Think
Analyze
Overanalyze
Free time allows her to create
Concepts
And it permits her
To misconceive situations
That were perfectly clear to her before...

She's so naive
But yet so skeptical simultaneously
That the free time
May make her outrageously paranoid
Drive her crazy
Make her mad
So...

You can't blame her for rushing...