my handle on life has bRokeN.
my world has begun to spin
ouT of contRoL...
dizzyingly gaining speed.
expectations [bind] me
and my fears of inadequacy hinder my [эѕсарє]

hidden behind these [expectations]
i masquerade
as something i am not
{mechanical.routines}
i move through every day
no variation
what a monotonous life...