it takEs ju$t a biT of matuRitY...



i'm guessing $тuPιdιту

took hold of me

when i decided

that [maybe] he's different

well, i couldn't have been more wrong



i've done this too many times

fallen prey too too too often

where does this leave me?

more bitchy

less trusting

more bitter

and a stupid ass nigga who has continued the defamation of my character.



i'm so тιяӘd of stupid shit

i'm so тιяӘd of putting myself on the line

tired of >>[hoping]<<



you see,

i took him at face value

looked past his physical

and his personality seemed beautiful

but this was when we first met.

and now, he seems to be

the most **hideous** person in the world to me...

and not just by what he's done to me

but how he's wronged others,

but i can't care anymore

and hopefully he'll see his way out of my life

keep my name out of his mouth...



so, if i seem:

bitter

angry

shielded

mistrusting

guarded,

place some of the blame on him

because he has contributed,

but, i won't hold it against him

as long as he leaves me the hell alone

and i wish him the greatest of all things in life.