21.1O.O8

"I should be over you,
Should know better
But it's ju$t not the case..." ♫ (siX, eighT, twElve...bRian mcKnight...)

Trying my hardest to let go
Denial has become my companion
As I try to get past these
Thoughts of you

"It ain't supposed to be this way..." ♫ (iT ain'T supposEd tO bE thiS waY...chaNte mooRe)

It shouldn't be this hard
You shouldn't affect me so easily
Because you mean nothing,
Absolutely nothing to me...
Well, you didn't...

"Questions cloud my head with why?" ♫ [aLoNe...maRque$ houstoN]

As I try to explain to myself
How he repulses me and intrigues me
How i dread the next time I'll see him
But anticipate it
As well...

"Cupid doesn't lie" ♫ {cuPid...112}

Therefore my denial of this
Will mean
Absolutely nothing
And as much as I say, "Eff, I hate him,"
I'm only lying to myself...

Then I think that
"I should be your girl" ♫ [youR girL...maRiaH caRey]
And then I realize how stupid
That would be
There is no way in hell
That that relationship would work...

"Baby I'm worth it,
I won't hurt it" ♫ [loVe in tHis cLub reMix...aVerY sTorm]

That's what you say...
But are you, really?
I doubt it...