21.1O.O8 "I should be over you, Should know better But it's ju$t not the case..." ♫ (siX, eighT, twElve...bRian mcKnight...) Trying my hardest to let go Denial has become my companion As I try to get past these Thoughts of you "It ain't supposed to be this way..." ♫ (iT ain'T supposEd tO bE thiS waY...chaNte mooRe) It shouldn't be this hard You shouldn't affect me so easily Because you mean nothing, Absolutely nothing to me... Well, you didn't... "Questions cloud my head with why?" ♫ [aLoNe...maRque$ houstoN] As I try to explain to myself How he repulses me and intrigues me How i dread the next time I'll see him But anticipate it As well... "Cupid doesn't lie" ♫ {cuPid...112} Therefore my denial of this Will mean Absolutely nothing And as much as I say, "Eff, I hate him," I'm only lying to myself... Then I think that "I should be your girl" ♫ [youR girL...maRiaH caRey] And then I realize how stupid That would be There is no way in hell That that relationship would work... "Baby I'm worth it, I won't hurt it" ♫ [loVe in tHis cLub reMix...aVerY sTorm] That's what you say... But are you, really? I doubt it... ![]() |
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